Who the F$*# cares

I’ve come up with this go-to slogan for myself to justify all things that are wrong to other people. “If I can’t get arrested for it then….”.

Depending on how messy the food is I usually eat in public regardless of where I am. Obviously on a crowded  train I won’t pull out a two piece and fries because I do consider people who haven’t eaten or can’t eat. Although that would be pretty ghetto regardless of my consideration. Like the other day when I was in Soho I just could not resist pulling out my soup from Dean and Deluca. (I have found a new love for soup because of them).  It was their butternut squash and I was cold so I had to finish it off.I kind of look at it like as long as I’m not dressed like a bum I won’t look like a bum doing “bummish” things.
But despite of all that I as a eater could genuinely care less of what anyone thinks. I’ve noticed myself experiencing emotional eating which is nothing to brag or boast about. I have always eaten off of impulse and pretty much whatever I felt like. I cut back on fast food and hard candy about a year and a half ago to salvage my body of the other heavy foods I ingest. Because I found a way to diet and exercise on my terms there was always a balance. Recently not so much. It never occurred to me that my sudden consciousness of my weight was solely because of television. I never thought it would happen to me but with help from social media I have had this urge to want to watch what I eat. Lol this must sound so silly but really I was always one to not think hard about what I ate after I deemed it OK. So for me to unexpectedly take note of my eating habits because someone else did. Is NOT how I get down when it comes to how I do things and when. I bake most of my meats because I feel it tastes better and is much healthier. But the media can go f$*# itself, for real, everything about how they relay their messages burns my soul. 

I though, have absolutely nothing to worry about because I look damn good. I will continue to diet and exercise the way I think is right with plenty of fruits and vegetables. I will also eat as many heavy meats as I like while eating out AND making enough home cooked meals. If I want nutella and pretzels (I finally tried it) then I will do so but if I’d like some grapes and cheese cubes I will also have that. 

Seriously people eat what you think is right don’t ever worry about how someone else looks or what their numbers are. Do your own personal research and figure out what works for YOUR diet. Weight is too personal and isn’t meant for anyone else to judge.