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Who is YOU?

You get lip and cheek injections,you suddenly want to twist your hair and buy multiple style products for that ‘volume’, although we don’t approve of some slang and style choices you constantly sag your pants and you refer to me as your ‘nigga’, you make multiple visits to the tanning salon to be you know what. You can’t resist my plump apple bottom or my face full of character so you mock,ridicule, and tease me about what you wish you were born with. Instead of giving credit you rape any and every idea that was not made by you, you take me out your movies (by default because I am the idiot that always wants to sacrifice myself) you portray me as the devil and constantly spread false attributes through the internet, television, and all international resources.You downgrade my culture with your cheap imitations and interpretation, you tell me to let it go and you tell me to move on yet you remind me how jealous and envious you are of me. You’ve been playing the name game and pointing fingers as if 4 haven’t been pointing back at you. You throw my name under the bus, you go out of your way to ruin my some what broken up reputation, you throw wood to my fire I’m trying to put out, and you think you have nothing to do with it. You twist and turn then hop and bop to my music while replacing my voice with yours. Using my tunes, my beats, and my dance moves to enhance your non rhythmic commercials. You embarrass me and try your best to boss me around. Like a teacher with a strong hate for a student you won’t admit it but you wish you could be me in every shape and form. Let’s be real now you will never be on my level so quit while your’re ahead

On sexual Paper

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It started out as me trying to write,not exactly sure what but I picked up a pen. Then it turned into this short cute poem about writing. Eventually I transformed the poem and it representation into a whole another meaning. Writing on sexual paper is when you become extremely personal with your thoughts before you put them down on paper. When I was trying to write I came up with squat doo-doo. I was coming off a writing hiatus and I was stumped. I was scratching just the surface of what I wanted to write about which is not how I get down.

My writing will never lie for me, anything I took the time out to put on paper is all truth. I can never lie when I write, ever. Its a curse but a gift because you’re guaranteed to get only genuine pieces.Even my fictional  writing comes from a place a truth. So writing on sexual paper means more then a few things. After I finished this short piece I do know that I wrote the greatest short story after and a few diary entries after that. I take documentation very seriously and I always what to be able to look back and remember. It explains my numerous number of blogs. They are my digital scrapbooks which I have countless amounts of.  

I was possibly horny when I was writing so what I was actually thinking went into the meaning. For me it means to be real with yourself and how you feel, be real with who you want to be and want you want to do. Never apologize for who you are (as long as its really you) and never explain your judgement to the world. Its none of their business. 

Original Poem

I feel a writing boom coming
I feel a bunch of poems, quotes and stories ready to burst out
Like penetration I feel it coming
I feel a writing boom coming
I want to express my mood
I want my thoughts to feel my fingertips
and my feelings to feel my paper
Im feeling a certain explosion
Im shaking all over
I can feel it from my thighs to my waist
and my lips to my hips
Im gonna make it happen
because
I feel a writing boom coming
Im ready to lay it down